Hello friend. It's been quite some time. I've missed you. So Life at the moment is incredible. I have finally acquired a new girlfriend, and might I say she is absolutely incredible. Her name is Tiffani. I absolutely love spending time with her. I didn't know one girl could make someone smile so damn much.
I think I'm gonna spill out a little poem. It' currently unwritten but hey, let's wing it.
As the days pass, the hours fade, and the minutes begin to die...
I realise my dear, with this passionate kiss, i will never say goodbye...
Lying here, warm and sweet, with you in my loving arms...
Knowing now that I'm no longer alone after you fell to my charm...
Wishing for this moment to be a never ending truth...
Showing you deeply that my affection is proof..
Proof of a promise of my true longing love...
Falling through me from the heavens above...
I fell the butterflies in my stomach with every word you speak...
Every time you kiss, weakness engulfs my knees...
The sound of your voice is a lullaby to my ears...
Losing you, in my life, is my one and only fear...
As your eyes Sparkle in the night, I know that it's true...
I know i can honestly say...I Love You...
Monday, January 5, 2009
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Super Start to a Super Weekend!
So Friday was pretty gay, then I got off work. I arrived back to my house at around three thirty, all because I got off early. I walked through the front door, and the first words I hear are "Hey you fuck!" I look up and see my cousin, Max, rushing towards me like a storm. I was speechless. I didn't know what to do. Apparently he was finally approved five days of leave from the military, and he will be here til Thursday. I'm super stoked about it. Hell I haven't seen the kid in damn near two years now. It was a good reunion, but, sadly, I had to depart for some of the evening for my company's Christmas party.
The party was help at Mario Portofino on S. Virginia st. The food was FANTASTIC! I honestly couldn't tell you what it was, but it tasted far to good to care. There was about twenty-five people in that tiny little room. We sat and talked for a few hours, but I left.
I got home and started watching UFC with Max. He realized, at about midnight, that he had left his phone charger at his barracks at Arlington, Virginia. We took a late-night trip to Wal-Mart. We started off looking for a charger, but left with two movies, The Dark Knight and Wanted, which are both amazing I might add.
When we got back home, I put in The Dark Knight, and Max was out like a light.
I worked this morning, but nothing special. We went to the mall and I got the most comfortable shirt I have ever felt in my life. It's a spandex type material. I love it. The brand is Alfani. Yeah, they're spectacular.
Anyways, we went and saw dogs at the shelter, and I want one so bad. I completely fell in love with an 8-month old border collie female named Monkey. She was completely adorable.
Now here I sit at home. Everyone's in bed but me, and I'm extremely bored. I can't sleep, and I have nothing better to do but sit on my computer. How fun.
Goodnight to all.
~Ronbear
The party was help at Mario Portofino on S. Virginia st. The food was FANTASTIC! I honestly couldn't tell you what it was, but it tasted far to good to care. There was about twenty-five people in that tiny little room. We sat and talked for a few hours, but I left.
I got home and started watching UFC with Max. He realized, at about midnight, that he had left his phone charger at his barracks at Arlington, Virginia. We took a late-night trip to Wal-Mart. We started off looking for a charger, but left with two movies, The Dark Knight and Wanted, which are both amazing I might add.
When we got back home, I put in The Dark Knight, and Max was out like a light.
I worked this morning, but nothing special. We went to the mall and I got the most comfortable shirt I have ever felt in my life. It's a spandex type material. I love it. The brand is Alfani. Yeah, they're spectacular.
Anyways, we went and saw dogs at the shelter, and I want one so bad. I completely fell in love with an 8-month old border collie female named Monkey. She was completely adorable.
Now here I sit at home. Everyone's in bed but me, and I'm extremely bored. I can't sleep, and I have nothing better to do but sit on my computer. How fun.
Goodnight to all.
~Ronbear
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Call Me A Liar
I decided that I'm not going to make you all suffer for my mood. For those who want to read more about my situation, now is your chance.
Today was generally okay. School wasn't too bad. Work was just the same as it always is, lame, but things will turn up in good time.
For the highlights of my day, I got a text message from a good ex of mine, Haylee, and I'm glad it happened because I've been dying to tell her how I've been feeling about our situation. I've missed her ever since the day I took I left, and I've been dying to tell her that i miss her. Well she wanted to make things better with me, and I'm definitely glad she did. She is an amazing girl and I'm really happy that she is once again a part of my life. I definitely kissed her tonight, and I've been smiling ever since.
I saw another ex of mine tonight. I saw her while shopping at save-mart supermarket. She came back to my house and i went with her to go get food. It was entertaining, but as I stated in my previous blog of tonight, I'm still in a not so good mood, so talking was not something that I exercised much tonight.
I got a text message from my sister again this afternoon. She is going to be coming by my house again on Sunday, and I'm really glad I get to see her, but then again if things go how I want them too, we will hangout sooner, sometime this weekend.
I know it's still not much, but it's better
So everyone have an amazing night. Thank you for following.
With love,
Ronbear
Today was generally okay. School wasn't too bad. Work was just the same as it always is, lame, but things will turn up in good time.
For the highlights of my day, I got a text message from a good ex of mine, Haylee, and I'm glad it happened because I've been dying to tell her how I've been feeling about our situation. I've missed her ever since the day I took I left, and I've been dying to tell her that i miss her. Well she wanted to make things better with me, and I'm definitely glad she did. She is an amazing girl and I'm really happy that she is once again a part of my life. I definitely kissed her tonight, and I've been smiling ever since.
I saw another ex of mine tonight. I saw her while shopping at save-mart supermarket. She came back to my house and i went with her to go get food. It was entertaining, but as I stated in my previous blog of tonight, I'm still in a not so good mood, so talking was not something that I exercised much tonight.
I got a text message from my sister again this afternoon. She is going to be coming by my house again on Sunday, and I'm really glad I get to see her, but then again if things go how I want them too, we will hangout sooner, sometime this weekend.
I know it's still not much, but it's better
So everyone have an amazing night. Thank you for following.
With love,
Ronbear
Missing You
Sorry I've missed the past couple days. Been pretty busy and what not. On that note, it's good to be back.
Got my jeep fixed and she still runs like a champ. I love that vehicle.
Got to talk to people I thought I had lost. Talking to my sister again, so I'm stoked. I really do love her. I missed her dearly.
Saw a couple old friends tonight while shopping. They came back to my house and I went to get some food with them. I had a good time, but not very talkative. I'm still in a pretty terrible mood. The girl led me on. Told me she "wasn't ready" and now she's currently taken, and it's not by me. Gettin over it. Talking to another once again and couldn't be happier about it.
That's all i have for today. I know it's lame, but I'm really tired and can't really focus. I apologize, but like I said, not very talkative.
Goodnight to all.
With Love,
Ronbear
Got my jeep fixed and she still runs like a champ. I love that vehicle.
Got to talk to people I thought I had lost. Talking to my sister again, so I'm stoked. I really do love her. I missed her dearly.
Saw a couple old friends tonight while shopping. They came back to my house and I went to get some food with them. I had a good time, but not very talkative. I'm still in a pretty terrible mood. The girl led me on. Told me she "wasn't ready" and now she's currently taken, and it's not by me. Gettin over it. Talking to another once again and couldn't be happier about it.
That's all i have for today. I know it's lame, but I'm really tired and can't really focus. I apologize, but like I said, not very talkative.
Goodnight to all.
With Love,
Ronbear
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
The Champagne of Beers
Tonight was definitely a turn of the tides on my current mood. Nothing special happened when it comes to school or work. It was an overall shitty day. But at approximately six o'clock this evening my sister came by. It has been incredible. I love my sister to death and I miss her incredibly. We decided later in the night that now would be a good time to catch up and have some fun. It was a good night full of lights and "good times."
To start it off, we sat in her boyfriend Steve's car and talked for a good amount of time. After acquiring some delectable beverages, we went to save mart and got a gallon of milk to be consumed at my house. We then dropped pf the milk and decided it would be fun to go driving around and look at Christmas lights. It was beautiful and hard to put in words. I had the time of my life.
"I think i peed on my shoes a little bit..." were the words of my sister, Ashli Squier, in Los Altos. It was hilarious. We both needed to use the bathroom horribly bad, so while driving around, we decided to find a dark corner and she happened to find a sewer. It was absolutely hilarious.
We continued to look at Christmas lights, then drove up to TMCC at the Dandini campus.
"We pee everywhere and don't even care..." More words of the great Ashli Squier while staring at the beautiful lights of this incredible town that we both deathly love so much and deciding to pee, once again, in the hills by the campus.
I don't care what anybody says. My sister is a phenomenal woman and I love her to death. She is incredibly fun to hangout with, and she's always full of surprises. With our beverages consumed, and the night soon to be over, we continued to my house, where she now sits, conversing with our grandmother for the first time in three years.
I currently am in a better mood. The girl still hasn't talked to me today, but with the chance to catch up with my sister, it is one of the last things on my mind. I'm full of smiles and can't help but thank god for granting such an amazing person to call my blood. I LOVE YOU ASHLI!!!
With Love,
Ronnie
To start it off, we sat in her boyfriend Steve's car and talked for a good amount of time. After acquiring some delectable beverages, we went to save mart and got a gallon of milk to be consumed at my house. We then dropped pf the milk and decided it would be fun to go driving around and look at Christmas lights. It was beautiful and hard to put in words. I had the time of my life.
"I think i peed on my shoes a little bit..." were the words of my sister, Ashli Squier, in Los Altos. It was hilarious. We both needed to use the bathroom horribly bad, so while driving around, we decided to find a dark corner and she happened to find a sewer. It was absolutely hilarious.
We continued to look at Christmas lights, then drove up to TMCC at the Dandini campus.
"We pee everywhere and don't even care..." More words of the great Ashli Squier while staring at the beautiful lights of this incredible town that we both deathly love so much and deciding to pee, once again, in the hills by the campus.
I don't care what anybody says. My sister is a phenomenal woman and I love her to death. She is incredibly fun to hangout with, and she's always full of surprises. With our beverages consumed, and the night soon to be over, we continued to my house, where she now sits, conversing with our grandmother for the first time in three years.
I currently am in a better mood. The girl still hasn't talked to me today, but with the chance to catch up with my sister, it is one of the last things on my mind. I'm full of smiles and can't help but thank god for granting such an amazing person to call my blood. I LOVE YOU ASHLI!!!
With Love,
Ronnie
Monday, December 8, 2008
My Apologies
I know I said that I would update tonight, but the only point worth sharing that I still won't see her tonight and she still won't get to know how I feel. In a desperate attempt to tell her my feelings, I settled for sending her my thoughts in a text message. I hate demeaning myself to such childish measures, but anything is better than nothing. I apologize to anyone that was wanting to read a real update tonight, but nothing else is worth sharing. Tomorrow is another day. We'll see where that takes me!
~Ronnie
~Ronnie
In the beginning...
Hello to all. My name is Ronnie Floyd. My good buddy Steven started one of these, and it got me rather interested, so I figured I'd try it out. I'm currently seventeen years old and I live in the town of Sparks, NV. I don't really want to bore you with my past, or anything of that nature, so let me start out by having you get to know me. I'm not the typical teenage kid. I grew up too fast and have a lot of responsibility, but it's good for me and I wouldn't change it for the world. I'm very passionate, and an overall sensitive guy, but when seriousness is needed, you can also find me there.
Cars are my passion. I Drive a 1993 Jeep Grand Cherokee Limited. It's a beast and I love her, but she is currently un-drivable due to a broken tie rod end, which shall be fixed shortly.
I work for the company Mr. Electric in hopes that someday in the not so distant future i will be a journeyman electrician. Right now I'm basically just the shop bitch. I take orders, and follow them as told. It is kind of a pain in the ass job, but it pays for what I need, so I can't complain.
I'm graduating high school on January 9th, 2009 and couldn't be any more stoked about it.
My mind is set on one girl at the moment. I know I shouldn't dwell on someone that isn't quite ready for what I have to offer her, but as hard as I try I can't seem to get her off my mind. I hate it just as much as you hate to hear it, but she is absolutely spectacular. I want nothing more in this world, at the moment, than to be able to officially call her mine. I've known her for about three years, and have had very strong feelings for her since that day. I try to take my own advice and just let it go, but I know that in the end my heart will win and i will be stuck waiting for her to be ready. Maybe something better just might some along.
I know that this first is pretty boring, but they will get better as time progresses. I hope i can catch your interest enough to keep you following along. There should be new posts for me every night or so to keep you caught up on my life, and just so i can spill my heart out to keep things from being all bottled up and what not.
If you're looking for advice on any situation, don't be afraid to ask. I've been known to be quite the Doctor Phil from time to time and would be happy to help. Or if you just want to ask a few simple questions, I'll be here to answer. Your curiosity is part of the story of my life. So don't be shy.
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